i want to paint my face white and outline my eyes in red glitter.

i want to wear the shortest skirt with ripped neon blue fishnets and a reconstructed fruitsy shirt, i'd get stick on eyelashes that would reach my lips when i closed my eyes.

my boots would make me a foot taller and they'd be new and bright pink. i'd draw a beauty mark on my chin and wave to everybody and float and blow kisses to the elderly.

me and my friedns would lock arms and giggle and "ohhh dahhling" and we'd only have to be sad when one of us died.

i'd wear tattered wings with mesh and saftey pins and my fasce would be whiter than mansons.

i'd party and dance and not care and everybody would love me and i'd love everybody.

if i was a different person.

but i'm content in myself for once. and i know i could do that if i felt like it. nobody can tell me what to wear and what not to wear and nobody can stop me from floating and giggling and just being a kid. i'd wear barretts too.

i'd paint around my lips a glittery green and kiss everybody i see.

Ali said it at 6:20 p.m..